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All Lyrics by Nic Koray


Love And Learn

 

Hey you

you Want these colours shine so bright

But shadows cast across your eyes

For such a light

Be true

You want this birdy sing its song

But you´ve had enough before it´s begun

With the hookline

 

You know you tried far too hard

To change my ways right from the start

 

And we love and yearn

For being loved in return

And we love and yearn for more

And we love and learn

Our lesson it´s our turn

To be the one

We´re meant to be

 

You said

you want me to be all myself

But you just started to sort and shelve

Me in your way

This time

We shouldn´t feign ignorance

We shouldn´t join in the dance

Now is not the time

 

We know we tried all too hard

To change our ways right from the start

 

And we love and yearn

For being loved in return

And we love and learn

our lesson it´s your turn

To be the one you´re meant to be

 

I´ll keep the secret—oh , yes, I´ll keep it

Right in the midst of me

 

And we love and yearn

For being loved in return

And we love and learn

A lesson it´s your turn

To be the one you´re meant to be

 


The Gardener

 

I´m a gardener

Digging in the mould

Searching for a clod

That is all real gold

 

I´m a gardener

I trench the earth

I will dig it up

For all one is worth

 

With these hands so bare and keen

I will search for the unseen

 

I´m a gardener

Oh what a grind

I will try hard to

To make a find

 

I´m a gardener

My feet on the ground

I´m patiently waiting to be found

 

That´s what it takes

With these hands so bare and keen

I will search for the unseen

 

In the dark beneath my feet

Lies a lump of gold indeed

That´s what I believe in

 

That´s what it takes

 

With blind faith in the unknown

Straight on through the undergrowth

That´s what it takes

 

 

Catch a Cloud

 

I found out

something weird about the clouds

Travelling round

I can see them though

I won´t get hold

of any of them

 

I found out

People are like clouds

Being kind of proud

Of their restless minds

They slip out of sight

I am like this

I have to admit

 

I cannot wait

To jump up and catch a cloud

I cannot wait

 

Among the crowds

I looked around I look around

But I can´t make out

What this weird game is all about

 

I am like this

I have to admit

 

I cannot wait

To jump up and catch a cloud

I cannot wait

I cannot wait

To jump up and catch a cloud

I cannot wait

 

Catch a cloud

 

I cannot wait

To jump up

and catch a cloud

 

Suitcase

 

I wonder how I got here

At the corner of your street

Into your small kitchen dear

I´m wide awake you sleep

Me and my old suitcase

I am sure to go

On the table left the ring

Well you never know

 

For a moment

Just a moment

I´ll be back and stand at your door

I will stop and see

That all we needs still here

And I see what we´ve become

was growing for so long

 

Oh I slam the door

You´ll never get hold of me

Pass the hallway head for more

The car´s here, the key!

 

For a moment

Just a moment

I´ll be back and stand at your bed

I will stare and see

That everythings still here

And I see where we´ve belong

Was waiting for so long

 

Hear the engine roar

Who´s the lucky one

I act like I have done before

If I can´t drive

I´ll run

For a moment

Just a moment

I´ll be back again to carry you

 

I will stop and see

That all we need

Is to be free

 

I´ll be here

Just here

No fear

straight on we go

 

 

Traveller

 

Planted a tree in my mouth

It´s birds winging out

Are willing to take me South

Placed a spring in my chest

and Its waters

it whispers

Come follow us to the West

I was the one being born

When mummy and daddy where already torn

 

I´m a breathing human being

I no longer care

That I ´m sleeping with my head on the floor but with Stars in my hair

 

Thinking "why not go North"

I saddle my mind

As I´d saddle a good old horse

Actually it doesn´t matter where

The main thing is

Travellers never care

Alright

I was the one being born

When mummy and daddy where already torn

 

I´m a breathing human being

I no longer care

That I ´m sleeping with my head on the floor but with Stars in my hair

 

Where is my father Where is my mother

Where are the others Where are the others

 

I´m a breathing human being

I no longer care

That I ´m sleeping with my head on the floor but with Stars in my hair

 

Breathe in  Breathe out….

 

 

Happy Birthday

 

It must have been on a Monday morning

When I was sitting by my birthday cake

I felt so lonesome, tired and yearning

While the world outside

Was wide awake

 

I was staring

At the candle lights on top of my cake

I was thinking “oh what a strange thing it is to be born…”

When the door bell rang

 

Happy birthday Happy birthday

 

There was a man outside

From the “NEW SOCIETY”

Handing me over a parcel

I signed

but he was gone before I could have asked him

To stay for a little while

 

Happy birthday Happy birthday

 

The pioneer of a perfect world?

Can this be true?

I wish you a happy birthday

I wish you a happy birthday

 

Back at my worn-out kitchen table I sat down

And stared at my mysterious gift

I had been born one day without being asked

When I opended the wrecking paper I shivered

All over happy birthday to me and the globe

 

Happy birthday Happy birthday

 

The pioneer of a perfect world?

Can this be true?

I wish you a happy birthday

I wish you a happy birthday

 

In a box full of cotton wool I found my

My gorgeous My own gorgeous clone

 

The pioneer of a perfect world?

Can this be true?

I´m staring at you

You´re staring at me

I wish you a happy birthday

I wish you a happy birthday

 

 

Carolina´s Tree

 

I Walked around in the park

That morning out there at dawn

Walked around and heard a voice

Walked around at dawn that morning

Till I came to the old oak tree

Heard a voice

Was she talking to me?

Closer

That I can see your face

Come a little closer

You´re right in this place

 

Carolina sits on a tree

Come a little closer she shouts at me

So I started to climb the tree

I Came a little closer and she looked at me

This is Carolina´s tree

This is Carolina´s tree

 

So I started walking around

The big old trunk I could not make her out

I looked around but couldn ’t see her

her voice was still talking to me

Come climb up the tree

Closer so I can look at thee

 

Carolina sits on a tree

Come a little closer she shouts at me

So I started to climb the tree

Came a little closer and she looked at me

 

Closer because you´re right in this place

Oh you´re growing older but you´re right in this place

This is Carolina´s tree This is Carolina´s tree

 

 

All your love

 

Haunting so haunting

This dark place cannot shine

This dark place that I hide inside

it´s about to break this dark heart of mine

lonely lonely this dark face cannot smile

This dark face I have hidden is about to cry

It´s true yeah

This heart breaks in the middle every single time

I see you

 

And if all your love was still here

With me

Oh I won´t fear anything

 

Wasted it faded your tears at the end

Slipped like shining pearls through my foolish hands

I´m fearful I´m anxious I´m full of regret you´re still lingering here in a dark place in my chest

This dark face I have hidden is about to cry

It´s true yeah

This heart breaks in the middle every single time

I see you

 

And if all your love ´s still here

With me

Oh I won´t fear anything

And if all your love ´s  still here

With me

Oh I won´t fear anything

 

Haunting so haunting

 

And if all your love ´s still here

With me

Oh I won´t fear anything

And if all your love ´s still here

With me Oh I won´t fear anything

 

Sinners

 

Come on, such a highlight

So great to see you tonight

On my plate

You look slightly rotten

But I haven´t forgotten our date

 

Does it make sense?

 

Hello you look silly

With your salad

Billy eats his fill

That´s my will too

Hush hush little baby

Your sleep is quite unsteady but I will keep you still

 

Does it make a difference to think?

 

We are the sinners

Yes we are the slaves

By eating our dinners

We are eating up ourselves

 

Bowing my head so hollow

My eyes start to follow the fork into the pork

Chewing the tasteless lump but

Billy says he must throw up

Does he think too much?

 

Does it make a difference to think?

 

We are the sinners

And we are the slaves

By eating our dinners

We are eating up ourselves

We are the sinners

And we are the slaves

Of eating our dinners

And we´re eating up ourselves

 

 

Does it make sense?

Does it make sense?

Does it make sense?

Does it make sense?

 

 

Angry Sky

 

I have got a house of gold

But it´s not enough

I have bought and I have sold

All my stuff

We´re getting drunk dear

By all the junk here

 

The answer is well Hidden between the lines

I can not tell Wrong from right

There´s more to life Than this

An angry sky And so much bliss

 

I have learned my lesson well

But it´s not enough

Why does no one raise hell

Instead of acting tough

Just ask aloud dear

And count me out

 

The answer is well Hidden between the lines

I can not tell Wrong from right

There´s more to life Than this

An angry sky And so much bliss

 

You took it all for free

You took it all at once

You didn´t ask You just came

to take it all and make it yours

In the name of your golden house

 

The answer is Hidden between the lines

I can not tell Wrong from right

There´s more to life Than this

An angry sky And so much bliss

 

Ocean tears

 

These tears are rolling down my face
They´re salty like sea water
The ocean´s  tides run through my veins
I am the ocean´s daughter

And so are you
A glorious view
the sea, wave after wave
white horses wild
with manes of light
but plastic shreds as a bridle

Uuuuhhhhhhh
Have you seen it, dear
The ocean s stuffed with plastic       
at times we´re full of fear
But still we feel fantastic

Aquatic birds  lie at the cost
They die and fly nomore
The fish like ghosts
Are washed ashore
Money´s our idol

Uuuuhhhhhhh
It hurts so much
The ocean s stuffed with plastic       
At times we´re losing touch
But still we feel fantastic
Uuuuhhhhhhh
Have you seen it, dear
The ocean s stuffed with plastic       
at times we´re full of fear
But still we feel fantastic

Questions

 

Where do all the clouds go

Where do they go

Where do all these thoughts grow

Who ´s ever to know

 

I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know where

and why and who and when…

Too many questions

 

Where do you and I begin

Who ´s beneath your skin

Where do all these roads end

Who is in command

 

I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know

Where

And why and who and when

Too many questions

I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know

Where

And why and who and when

 as many questions

as drops in the ocean

 


Forgotten

 

Who wants to be forgotten

Who wants to be buried alive

Well your unique mind is rotten

And your running out of time

It´s your head

Not your heart

Well it´s taring you apart

Live the dream

Don´t Dream about life

You´re the one buried alive

All the time

 

Who wants to be accepted

And is paying for this with his life

While your real aspects are neglected

You´re like anybody´s wife

It´s your head

Not your heart

Well ist taring you apart

Live the dream

Don´t dream about life

Come on strive and strive and dive

Into your mind

 

I want all of us to reunite

All at once

stopping to dim our lights

And it´s all for good

And it´s all for now

Let´s Go

 

It´s your head

Not your heart

Well ist taring you apart

 

I want all of us to reunite

All at once

stopping to dim our lights

Each and everyone shall rise and shine

Lead your own life and not mine

And it´s all for good

And it´s all for now

Sirenes

Sirenes

 


Far too loud

 

It´s far too loud

I cannot hear a sound

It´s far too fast

The rushing of the cars

Its far too far

Where ever you are

 

I look at these mothers and fathers and daughters and sons

these lovers are beggars and vagabonds

 

This time I stopped running to wonder where I go

I´m fine or is that just all I know

What else will I find when I take the time

to look behind the scenes of life

When I was a child

 

It´s far too tall

The red bricked wall

Around the hearts of lovers who part

It´s far too strong

The feeling I belong nowhere

Its far too weird

 

I look at these brothers and sisters and relatives

At all that has been and at all that is

 

This time I stopped running to wonder where I stand

I´m fine or don´t I know who I really am

What else will I find when I take my time to look behind the scenes of life

When I was a child

 

Ohhhh I tried to make a step but I cannot get ahead

I feel paralyzed and frozen

sticking to the ground I´ve chosen

 

This time I stopped running to wonder where I stould

I´m fine or do I just feel like this because I should

This time I stopped running and stand in front of you

I ´m fine but now I wonder how do YOU do?

 

 

Welcome to the fearful

 

I Draw a line

To whatever it is I find

You might never know the way you go is right

 

Take your time

To run away and hide

Because a hiding place is always on the safe side

 

We fight tooth and nail

To make a mountain outta molehill

 

Never mind that you´re acting like a child

you´re not looking to grow

so how could you know

you´re growing old

 

Look inside so what will you find

but a story that you don´t want to be told

 

We fight tooth and nail

To make a mountain outta molehill

Welcome to the fearful

We fight tooth and nail

To make a mountain outta molehill

Welcome to the fearful

 

Draw a line to love and all you like

For you never know the one you loves Loves you

 

Run no risk thinking things could be bliss

For everything that is might fade

Without a good bye kiss

 

We fight tooth and nail

To make a mountain outta molehill

Welcome tot he fearful

We fight tooth and nail

To make a mountain outta molehill

Welcome tot he fearful

Welcome tot he fearful world

 

Tomorrow

 

What do you know about tomorrow

About tomorrow´s great chance

While you´re staring at the dance floor

You don´t dare to dance

 

Why do you think of the future

Why not of today

While you´re waiting for the best to come

The right moment slips away

 

Oh my God we are wasting a life-time

Oh its odd it ain´t easy to change

Oh come on

Stop slipping and sliding

You CAN dance

 

Why do you think of tomorrow

And of all that’s to be done

While you´re waiting for another try

Tomorrow never comes

 

Why do you think about the future

And of all you wanna have

While your waiting for another Try

you´re already dead

 

Oh my God we are wasting a life-time

Oh its odd it ain´t easy to change

Oh come on

Stop slipping and sliding

It´s the moment´ s great chance

You CAN dance

 

Oh my God there´s so much to think about

Oh my God my head is far too loud

And I cannot hear a thing

 

And while you´re staring at the dance floor…you don´t dare to dance

 

 

Try

 

I try to read between the lines

but this is not that easy

The way right underneath my feet´s

Leading to aims I can´t see

I try to let go

All that I know

I´ll try this time and forever more

 

All that you seek

Is hidden deep inside you

All that you see

Just comes your way to guide you

 

And I speak

words that I don´t mean

hoping no one hears me

The way right underneath my feet´s

Leading to aims I can´t see

I try to let go

All that I know

I´ll try this time and forever more

 

All that you seek

Is hidden deep inside you

All that you see

Just comes your way to remind you

 

All that you seek

Is hidden deep inside you

All that you see

Just comes your way to remind you

 

All that you seek

Is hidden deep inside you

All that you see

Just comes your way to guide you

 

 

Everything

 

You made the stars and You made the sea

Spaces so vast and You made us breathe

You made it you made it You made it all sing

 

You made the sky and You made the ground

You made us all

Everything

You made all things have their own sound

You made the world ring

 

You made us sing

You made us dance

You made the world go round

You made every sound

Everything

 

You gave all birds and bees their own songs

You made the rain play the drums

A sound to each thing

Under the sun

We all are a song being sung by You

You made the world quite a sonorous home

For all sorts of sounds and all sorts of tones

Secretly You made a tone-poem and

Made us be the instruments

 

You made us sing

You made us dance

You made the world go round

You made every sound

Everything

 

You made it all -You made it all -You made it all-You made it all

 

And I wonder am I being sung

Do you spread your voice in everyone

And I wonder am I being "danced"

Hear the picture

 

You made us sing

You made us dance

You made the world go round

You made every sound

Everything Everything Everything

 

 

Not Ready Yet

 

You called me a liar and you were quite right dear

And there is nothing I can do to undo my mistakes

But the whole case was caused by blind fear

I beg you think of that

 

I´m not ready yet to see

That something´s waiting out there for me

I ´m not ready yet to see

With one door being shut

Another door springs up

 

I didn´t mean to lose you so soon after

We´d come so close

You meant everything to me

Still hear your voice ringing with laughter

But now you left me

 

 

I´m not ready yet to see

That something´s waiting out there for me

I´m not ready yet to see

With one door being shut

Another door springs up

 

It´s a shame I´m to blame

but I promise I will change

I want to be with you

I will do all I can

I´m your girl and you´re my man

I´ll always speak the truth

It´s a shame I´m to blame but I promise I will change

 

I´m not ready yet to see

That something´s waiting out there for me

I ´m not ready yet to see

 

 

Gimme more money

 

Gimme more money

And gimme more drinks

Gimme a little less to think

Give me more movies and

Gimme more pills

Gimme more guardians

And gimme more thrills

 

Hey ho that´s how it feels

When we fall head over heels

In love with reality

The way is the goal and I travel by feet

That´s when we dare start to see

What´s going on

Behind the scenes

 

 Gimme more supersonic speed

Give me more new aspects of what I might need

Give me more tellies more tennis more towns

Give me more garbage and give me more large crowds

 

Hey ho that´s how it feels

When we fall head over heels

 

In love with reality

The way is the goal and we travel by feet

That´s when we dare start to see

What´s going on

Behind the

Scenes

 

I don´t know what it means

it seems

It is what it is

It´s not what it seems

 

Give me a bright idea a link

Between my heart and the way I think

Give me a more human point of you

The cloud in the paper

Like me within you

 

 

Pearl Diver

 

Here I go again

I ´m walking in circles

I am standing here

In a line my dear

I try hard

to let it all out

Open up the jar

I would go that far

 

My father

I´m your daughter

I just came to say

Underwater underwater

I just feel ok

 

Here I go again

Don´t know where Im standing

And the same way round

I don’t know where I am I found

 

My father

I´m your daughter

I just came to say

Don´t bother under water

I just feel ok

 

I just came the very long the very long way to say

I just came the very long way the very long way to stay

 

 

My father

I m your daughter

I just came to stay

 

Dandelion


If I can't fly
then I'll fly in my mind
if I can't walk
I will walk in my thoughts
till the dawn

If I cant jump now
I´ll let my heart jump for joy
for all liveliness around
for all the beauty I found
till the dawn

I wasn´t born perfect at all
but I am perfectly ready to fall
and get up again
to stand as I am
among the golden dandelion

If I can’t run
I’ll send my spirit to travel on
If I can’t race
I’ll be slow with grace
till the dawn
I wasn´t born perfect at all
but I was perfectly ready to fall
and get up again
to stand as I am
among the golden dandelion


And when I am to part
Think, where I am
You find me amidst the dandelion
In the wind, in the clouds, on the hill, in the tree
in the gold of  the sun I'll ever be